The first night

New to blogging, but it seems like a really good way to get out ideas and goals.
I want to find happiness.
My girlfriend of almost 2 years, suggested we take a break from eachother, to find out what we truly can find happiness in.
I was so hurt and heart broken at first, but I decided to be a better man, and find what I am interested in.
Learning to live life not dependent on another person is something that I will struggle with, but there is always a plan, and there is always a brighter side.
I am planning on losing weight as my first goal, but doing it for myself.
I believe that if I can feel better about my body, which needs about 20lbs of work xD, then I can start to be happier and more confident in doing things I want to do.
I want to be able to take off my shirt, and feel good about it, or be able to walk around the house with the best abs haha
I know that my other two roomates and my gf all are thinking of losing weight as well, but I want to show them how much of a man I can be.
How strong of a fighter that I really am.
This tiff with my gf, my best friend, I hope will blow off in time.
I hope that I can finally be able to stand on my own two feet and feel proud about myself, and the people I surround myself with.

This week:
Leave the house at least 3 times for something new!
Work out at nights doing situps and pushups, and hit my amenities center on..
tue night
thursday x2
sat x 2
and sunday x2

Lets see what I am capable of, I want to prove it to the whole world